Even though I'm feeling sick as a dog due to severe lack of sleep my soul is happier than ever. I can honestly say that I've had moments when I haven't been 100% certain about the future for my band since hell broke loose about a year and a half ago but it finally feels like we as a band can drop the bad things that happened and move on, and as usual we're wiser and stronger than ever :). I'm happy because I haven't had these feelings for a while to be honest. It's nice to be back on track and feeling truly inspired again. Yaaay! Btw I just realized that could use an iPad for my upcoming birthday as a well deserved gift to myself. I'm tired of writing notes on my tiny iPhone keyboard all the time and I could definitely use something quicker for recording song ideas than plugging in my workstation with a million cables and the regular computer hassle. I hear there are new iPads coming out though so maybe it's better to wait. All these choices, he he. Off to rehersal again. Fun stuff :) Yours truly //LONDON